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Some Facts about me:

I think i am a broken person.
I seriously question the road my life has taken and i endlessly
rehash the compromises i have made in my life. i have an unsecure
and vaguely crappy job with an amoral corporation so that i dont
have to worry about money. i put up with halfway relationships
so as not to have to worry about loneliness. i have lost the
ability to recapture the purer feelings of my younger
years in exchange for a streamlined narrow-mindedness
that i assumed would propel me to "the top." what a joke

compromise is said to be the way of the world and yet i find
myself feeling sick trying to accept what it has done to me: the
little yellow pills, the lost sleep. but i dont think this is
anything new in the world.

this is not to say my life is bad. i know it isn't...
but my life is not what i expected it might have been when i was
younger. maybe you yourself deal with this issue better than me.
maybe you have been lucky enough to never have inner voices question
you about your own path---or maybe you answered the questioning and
came out on the other side. i dont feel sorry for myself in any way.
i am merely coming to grips with what i know the world is truly like.

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